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I might be at it again
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So, a while ago I said I wouldn't be writing fanfictions for Hetalia anymore.
I lied.
I'm not necessarily into the fandom anymore, but I noticed that the last AmericaxReader I was working on I never finished, and I don't care how long it takes, I decided I'm going to try and finish it.
Considering I kinda lost my muse for the Hetalia fandom it might not be as good as when I first started writing this story out, (and I sincerely apologize for this) but I must uphold my word of keeping promises, and one such promise that I will always have as a writer is to not abandon any of my work unless it is absolutely impossible for me to finish or I have an indefinite writers block.
I'm not sure any of you guys actually read my journals, but considering this will be one of my last works I have to at least mention that somewhere, along with the fact that The Bounds of Time will be my last work that I post here, once I'm done writing it I'm probably never going to come back to this deviantart, only for the simple fact that I've moved on to other fandoms, and since I'm more so associated with Hetalia on this deviantart it wouldn't make sense for me to stay here.
It's probably going to take me a while to finish this last fanfiction I'm doing, so it's also going to be a while before I basically deactivate my account, but I just wanna to give you all a heads up on what I'm planning to do.
I lied.
I'm not necessarily into the fandom anymore, but I noticed that the last AmericaxReader I was working on I never finished, and I don't care how long it takes, I decided I'm going to try and finish it.
Considering I kinda lost my muse for the Hetalia fandom it might not be as good as when I first started writing this story out, (and I sincerely apologize for this) but I must uphold my word of keeping promises, and one such promise that I will always have as a writer is to not abandon any of my work unless it is absolutely impossible for me to finish or I have an indefinite writers block.
I'm not sure any of you guys actually read my journals, but considering this will be one of my last works I have to at least mention that somewhere, along with the fact that The Bounds of Time will be my last work that I post here, once I'm done writing it I'm probably never going to come back to this deviantart, only for the simple fact that I've moved on to other fandoms, and since I'm more so associated with Hetalia on this deviantart it wouldn't make sense for me to stay here.
It's probably going to take me a while to finish this last fanfiction I'm doing, so it's also going to be a while before I basically deactivate my account, but I just wanna to give you all a heads up on what I'm planning to do.
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Howdy strangers
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I think it was the beginning of the year I had actually made my last update on here? I think it just shows how long it's been if I can't even remember.
But yeah, at this point I wouldn't be surprised if I was a stranger to you all. I have been so inactive, and I didn't even get the chance to get on during spring break like I wanted to. BUT, I would just like to say my kind of somewhat hiatus is nearing an end! With my AP exams coming to a close I will no longer be swamped with so much homework and studying so probably by the end of next week or the end of the month I'll finally have some free time! And, if that's the case, I'll see about uploading stuff.
Oh, and by the way, as sad as it is for me to say, I will no longer be writing fanfiction for Hetalia. If I do it will be rare, but chances are I won't. I have become disinterested in the series, and I've moved on to other fandoms. I don't think it's much of a surprise, but the fandom I have moved to is Assassin's Creed. So, you can un-watch me now if you want, but if I do post any more stories it will have to do with the Assassin's Creed fandom. (Either that, or it will be an original story, which I also highly doubt).
So yeah, that's all I have to say for now. I'm actually kinda hoping some of you guys read this, because I actually need your opinion: if I do decided to write fanfiction for assassins creed, would any of you consider reading it? I would greatly appreciate any feedback!
But yeah, at this point I wouldn't be surprised if I was a stranger to you all. I have been so inactive, and I didn't even get the chance to get on during spring break like I wanted to. BUT, I would just like to say my kind of somewhat hiatus is nearing an end! With my AP exams coming to a close I will no longer be swamped with so much homework and studying so probably by the end of next week or the end of the month I'll finally have some free time! And, if that's the case, I'll see about uploading stuff.
Oh, and by the way, as sad as it is for me to say, I will no longer be writing fanfiction for Hetalia. If I do it will be rare, but chances are I won't. I have become disinterested in the series, and I've moved on to other fandoms. I don't think it's much of a surprise, but the fandom I have moved to is Assassin's Creed. So, you can un-watch me now if you want, but if I do post any more stories it will have to do with the Assassin's Creed fandom. (Either that, or it will be an original story, which I also highly doubt).
So yeah, that's all I have to say for now. I'm actually kinda hoping some of you guys read this, because I actually need your opinion: if I do decided to write fanfiction for assassins creed, would any of you consider reading it? I would greatly appreciate any feedback!
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I just wanna let you all know now...
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Because of school and a whole bunch of other personal stuff, chances are I won't be on here other than to check messages until spring break. I know it's a long time, (again), that I'll be away, but considering I wouldn't have posted anything in that time frame I doubt it even matters.
and remember, if it happens where you need to contact me as some point you can still easily do so
So, until then, I bid you all adieu!
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HAHA HEY LOOK I'M NOT DEAD
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Okay but seriously. Like, the last time I got on here was in the middle of summer, so I've been gone for what? Like a good half a year? I am ashamed. Extremely ashamed.
Uhm, so I can assure you nothing too extraordinary has happened, I just, I thought I would have time to get on here when school started... ahah... uh yea nah that didn't happen. I don't care what anyone says, by far Junior year happens to be the hardest, like I have never had to do so much work in my life, its absolutely ridiculous. I know I've complained before when it comes to schoolwork, but I'm not joking when I say I have never been so overworked in my life. I should not, as a teenager, forget to eat when somebody doesn't force me to when they actually find the time to make me dinner, and I should most definitely not be running on an average of three hours of sleep every night. The most I can remember ever getting since school started was five, if I'm lucky, and finals are about to come up. Aha, kill me now :')
With it being Christmas break and all, I finally decided maybe it was finally time to let you all know that I still exist, and what I plan on doing when it comes to writing fanfiction and the like. Well, as sad as it is to say, I have completely lost my muse for the Hetalia fandom. Yes, it does come back to me from time to time, but not enough to make me want to ever write fanfiction for it ever again. Who knows though, I might just decide to write/finish one or two more fics for the fandom, but that's if I ever decide to sit down and compel myself to write it. As for where my muse went however... /laughs nervously/
Remember when I talked about how I started playing Assassin's Creed? Yeaaa.... my muse just kinda shipped completely into that fandom. Like I don't know, I find myself playing video games more so nowadays instead of watching anime. To be honest with all of you, I feel like I've kind of grown out of it. Being in high school and all, I've slowly started to discover myself and coming from a person who never had a clue as to who they truly are, that's a big deal. I really hope it doesn't anger any of you though to know that I'm basically ending any writings when concerning the Hetalia fandom. I just don't feel any connection to it anymore, and it doesn't give me the solace I once continuously kept coming back to it for. Instead Assassin's Creed (more specifically 3) has done a good job in replacing that, so if I ever write fanfiction again you'll most likely find it to be centered around that fandom.
So, if any of you were for some odd reason hoping that I might come back with a bunch of new updates for Hetalia, sorry to say, but you'll be quite disappointed. Oh, and I happened to notice some of you have messaged me over the months that I've been gone. It's been so long that I'm not sure if you'll even respond if I say anything back, but I'll try anyway. I hope that if anything though you happen to find this journal and read it, and if so I wanna let you guys know that I am more than sorry to have you wait so long to hear back from me, (if you even still want to at this point) and that I never had the intention to purposely ignore you. I just never found the time to properly reply to any of you until now, but if you don't want to forgive me it's completely understandable. I just want you to at the very least understand my absence was not on purpose.
I don't think I'm forgetting anything, so I guess that's it for now. The only thing I could think of adding is basically me stating the official switching of fandoms. Unless something occurs, I'm most likely going to end up devoting most of my time to Asassin's Creed now...
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News/Rant (and expect a few more)
3 min read
ugh. UGHH. UGGGHHH.
it.
happened.
again.
So here I am typing away at the new chapters I wanna post and I suddenly realize, oh hey, I'm losing motivation. So then I go on to the lovely internet in search of inspiration, and then I think to myself, maybe if I take a break I can come back and do this.
yeah.
I never came back.
I decided it would be a fun idea to go on my Xbox and have some fun by playing Assassins creed 3. Oh man, was it fun, but it just left a slight problem.
I'm addicted to it and now I don't know what to do. ALL OF MY FEELS FOR HETALIA ARE GONE AND HAVE SHIPPED OFF INTO THIS WONDERFUL WORLD OF ASSASSINS CREED SPECIFICALLY FOR A CERTAIN MAN NAMED CONNOR KENWAY AHASFBDFHUEOSDNC HALP
but don't worry, I'm still going to periodically update when I can, I should be uploading something in the next few days I do believe.
And to be quite honest I'm having like a mid-life crisis even though I'm 16. I used to adore anime and everything and used to be all into it and now... now I just... I don't know. It's not as appeasing as it was. I feel as if I'm becoming a new person or something. Maybe this is a phase? Maybe not? I promised so many stories, and I would be so infuriated with myself if because of this I had to stop altogether with my fanfictions...
Speaking of that I'm getting so sick of the fanfiction fandom. There are a multitude of wonderful works out there, but because of the amount of mary sues and ignorant cocky writers I just get so upset. I see amazing writings go to waste because nobody likes it and then I see a story full of shit and mary sues get amazing ratings just because it has fanservice or fluff. You have no idea how much that pisses me off as a writer. To know that nowadays barely any people have enough sense to realize what a good work of fiction is...
One reason it pisses me off is not only because that author doesn't deserve that praise, but because their shitty story is getting so many positive reviews, they end up creating more shit. They ignorantly create more mary sues and more cliche plot lines because they have come to the misconception that their work is good when it is ultimately not. And I can do nothing to stop it.
There's a lot more I want to say right now, but I won't, because if I get into what really is bothering me then this will turn into like a multi-page journal of all my problems and I think people are done hearing me bitch and whine about all my excuses and problems right now, so I'm just going to leave you all with this.
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